despair

I was about to complete my university application after submitting my documents, until I suddenly googled the term Official transcripts. My mind is in a mess. All tangled up and broken.
Asking my lecturer and a teddy bear definitely did not give me a correct answer.
UNIVERSITY WHY ARE YOU CONFUSING ME?

The deadline's tomorrow, anyway.
I've still got more than 24 hours to work on it.
GIVE ME BACK MY TIME TO STUDY MY CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS AND ENGLISH.

あ…めんどくさい。もう生きることがめんどくさい。チーズ蒸しパンになりたい。
疲れた。もうやめようかな…

はいはいはいはい
今休んだ

じゃ。