Sep 9, 2013

suddenly

I become more quiet. I feel that I need to stay alone. I don't care if I'll feel lonely or getting comments like I'm a loner or what. Being in this room alone is so good. I got tired of putting up a happy/excited/fake face to everyone I see. It's not that I don't like them. I like them. Just I'm a little tired.

a funny version here

The first week has passed. A loud noise in the morning woke me up. It was the roommate's alarm. I didn't mind about that, as my alarm rang 5 minutes later.
My first class was at 9:30am. It was a computer programming class which I really liked. I normally wake up 2 hours earlier than class time, as I do things really really slowly.
Anyway, I don't think anyone would be interested in my uni lecture life. I shall just record what I need. 
I didn't meet any new friends today. I wonder where did my courage go. I met a few. A few seniors which I'm not familiar with, and Felicia (I don't know the spelling though).
I feel a little down when a friend wanted to drop the course I like. It's interesting, but a little sleepy. Are grades more important than interest? I don't like this idea at all. It's not like I liked A-Levels so I did it. I did it and I didn't hate it.
And yea, I walked a long way to a building to attend my class today. I think I'm getting used to walk a lot now. It's just shut up and do it. (´・ω・`)
I think I'm quite sure that I'm on the right path. I'm doing what I want to do.
Oh I almost forgot. I skipped math class. My first tutorial class was an impressive one. My first time seeing someone who are able to speak English like Chinese. Too impressive.
I had dinner alone today. It was alright. 

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