my first k

I woke up this morning realizing my roommate was awake, it surprised me. I was kinda blur since it was just 6:30am (well, she told me), and my alarm was set at 8:00am. Calmly, she asked me if I was going to wake up, I questioned back why should I wake up now, and went back to my dreams. She just came back from drinking (again). I don't mind at all. What I mind is the fact that she's still asleep after I came back from karaoke and grocery shopping (5:05pm).

Karaoke was from 11-3pm. The senior requested us to meet at 10:20am at the atrium, I was 5 minutes late, and on the fourth minute, I was in the lift when a senior called (miraculously I can still pick it up in the lift). It really surprised me as they were really punctual. My bros will never be punctual and I'm the only one reaching the venue early like a baka.  Sorry about that.

Karaoke was fun. It was my first time. (Shh, they don't know so keep it a secret) I'm really surprised how my senior A (girl) can sing so well. I can't hit high notes so I have to apologize if I caused any noise pollution. I was really shy at first (that's very normal) but I eventually gave in and did it. Tbh, I really enjoyed it a lot, although I don't really know a lot of newer Mandarin songs. Well, I didn't listen to many of them since utattemita dominated my playlist. The seniors are gave me a lot of chances to grab hold of the microphone but I really don't know how to sing it. I bet they'll not ask me to join next time /walksawaytoacorner

also, 4 hours are never sufficient for karaoke -for 7 people (senior L, Z, Y and A,  friend V and T, and myself)

After that we separated at the MTR station, senior Z and I went to another station to do some shopping (as usual lemons). Then we went back to the uni and picked up some yummy milk tarts from another senior. And now I'm back to my room typing this post, listening to TBBT, eating my milk tart and thinking how to spend the rest of the day. (Dinner will be at 6pm, too early for one who just had a milk tart :/ omg what should I do)

(not taken just now but it's the same milk tart)

It's a bit very hard to define balance in my life. Read my logic:

• I eat = I should exercise; I eat everyday, but I don't exercise everyday.
• I'm a student = I should study; Since I'm in uni, studying is not everything (never interested in participating clubs and societies).
• What's compulsory in my life: eating 3 meals + 8 hours of nap + the rest
• The rest =  hard to define what's correct. Nothing's wrong, btw.
• Life is short = should try almost everything before you say bye bye + find what you like
• Found what I like = try to practice it in my daily life = can't do it really well

In conclusion, I'm a boring person. I live a boring life. I'm trying to make my life look less boring, but it's tiring. I don't feel sad while typing this, not at all. They are just facts.

Let's continue this later.
I didn't go for dinner with the friends. (btw, 6pm without a sunset is a little depressing)
My roommate finally wake up at around 6:30-7pm, and was hungry. She suggested to cook instant ramen for dinner (all I was thinking was: great minds think alike), and of course I said sure. My decision was right. I felt good.

My bro A sent me a very unpleasant message. FO.