I've been reading quite a lot in the past week. Well, four books in seven days don't really sound a lot, but I don't think I've read more than two (story)books in the past six months. So that's quite an achievement for me.
This year, I had the loneliest birthday ever. But it could be lonelier in the future. Only one person shared the birthday cake with me on my birthday, and I cried a lot on that day. I was preparing for a paper on Friday, but I couldn't concentrate on studying. I watched videos about Nick Vujicic, who came to my school for a talk on the day before (didn't see him in person though, sigh) and cried. Feeling lonely, I cried. I cried so much I didn't know why.
After the exams are over, I lived lazily, and spent most of my time on the computer.
That doesn't sound healthy, but that's what I can do now.
This evening, I'm going to attend the graduation ceremony held in a hotel -which means formal clothing.
I'm not sure what should I do to myself. I don't really wanna look too outstanding (though I won't), and I don't wanna do too much to myself cos I think it'll ruin myself. I've been learning how to put makeup for the past few days, but they kinda made me look as if I'm punched by someone. I gave up. Makeup is not my thing. I'll just put on something light and natural, and not doing anything to my hair. I don't care if I look ordinary or not as long as I look like myself. I might sound ridiculous to somebody but I don't want to make myself upset just for an event which will only last for a night.
Can't wait for July to come.
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