gloom(y)

I have no idea how mood swings happen to me. It can never be PMS. I know.

Today was busy. I was almost late for my first class as I was watching HYD orz
Lunch was saddening. I stained my shirt and white shorts. How saddening is that.

And yeah, dear the guy I hate, stop bitching about your poor grades and start studying. That's one thing which I really dislike about him.

I just received my salary for September. It wasn't that much, but enough for my Disneyland ticket.
I went to gym without remembering that I had tea with my lovely senior an hour ago. I didn't feel well. I thought I was going to vomit on the treadmill. I did so little exercise that I don't even feel that I'm exercising.

My mood got really really bad after that. It worsen after my friend teased me by saying that I'm bad at doing math. Oh please, I don't need you to remind me about that. I tried doing math, and getting the correct answer somehow comforted myself. This is probably my first time to reveal the angry me in front of my new friends. F you, I can have feelings too.

Dinner was a little awkward. (aww look at this, the last one) I was the first one to get my food (we sit in large groups so there must be someone who reserve the seats), but when I got back there was one mainlander girl who sat in front of me. I have no idea what to do. It's not like I should tell her get off this is our seat go find somewhere else isn't it. I felt sorry for my friends (I really didn't want her to be here), but I wonder how should I react in this kind of condition. Everything felt so wrong.

My roommate didn't come home last night. She went back for her dental checkup. Today she vacuumed the room (normally it's my weekend job but I didn't do it on last weekend) and mopped. Such a good thing to have a roommate like that. Thank you dear God.

That's today.

P.S. You know what, autumn is such a wonderful season. The weather is so good, sunny and windy. I love autumn. (gotta buy new winter clothes, I'm considering to buy some nice sweaters)