thursday

「僕は幸せだ。」
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I have so many favourite lines from this song. The original version makes me cry, but his version was the one I normally listen to. The PV is worth watching.

I attended my badminton class and it was fun. I'm really happy when the coach said I did an action correctly.

●ヽ(´･ω･`)ﾉ●

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    ●,´･ω)

●ヽ( ´･ω･)ﾉ●

●ヽ(´･ω･`)ﾉ●

 Next class shall be my last class, but I think I'll finish the whole course for my classmate Kathy. She's my first friend in this class and my partner throughout the course. Coincidentally, she's also in the same Math class as my bro A. We played mixed double today and I think I'm so violent.

After the class I went to the gym and spent half an hour on the treadmill. I ran and walked. It was tiring, but I was motivated by my own weight (plus after chatting with my sis). I'm so sad about that I've gained weight after coming here (but the guys are trying to gain weight so badly I feel like giving a part of mine to them). I didn't have time to do my laundry since lunchtime was set at 12 and I was so hungry after bathing so I decided to do it in the evening. OMG I've piled up so much of clothes!!

I'm getting more and more used to have meals with guys. I had lunch with my friends and went to the library to finish up my homework. I finally finished it. But I was again in a bad mood. I wasn't sure if it's PMS anymore. Maybe it just came a little late. Or maybe I watched too much drama. I got mad at bro A again. Let's see what can I do about this.

Sometimes I wonder if it's just me being weird or unlucky. I've been searching for real friends for so long. This mission always ended up with myself being sad and alone in a group of people. Sometimes I really felt like tearing their fake masks down, and put those on myself. I'm too honest, both to myself and to the others. This is hurting myself, I didn't have something to protect myself but I can't stop myself from being myself. I'm not really that kind, but sometimes my actions are kinda selfless. I was kind to people, but people simply didn't appreciate that. That's how I grew up. Realizing all this is making myself wiser, I think more maturely and am more cool-minded compared to my peers. At least this is how I look at myself. Please, I once did a test and found that my mental age was 10 years older than my real age. I'm thankful for that.

After dinner I did laundry and my roommate came home with many many bottles of alcohol. I hope she doesn't get drunk tonight.

P.S. I've been downloading (lots of) anime again after stopping for so long. Thank you Kyousogiga ILY. No I'm not downloading KnB yet. Yes I want a 3DS so badly.