veins

Truth: I get tired of meeting people. I didn't like things that never happen naturally. Initiating meetings are one of those things. I didn't like to spend a lot of words trying to maintain relationships. I'd rather see them broken if they weren't meant to sustain. I have that stupid little idea of an invisible force making things happen without me doing anything. 

I regret sometimes when I see things decay. Like what if I did something to save it from falling apart. But all what ifs end with there's no what if. And I just can't help but feel hopeless for things I didn't do in time as I can never turn time back. Perhaps that's when I learned to be strong, strong enough to accept facts as they are.