Sep 15, 2014

no.8

#np

I hear the windows tremble as the wind howls. I hear the sound of the waves hitting the shore. I feel the little vibration of the room. I listen to ear soothing music and let my heart slow down its beating. I think of today, what have I done, what I haven't. I plan for tomorrow and sleep. I hate heel cracks, they are ugly, they make me feel older, and I hate feeling old.
I decided to work harder this semester. I hope my effort pays.

Good night.

Dear V,
You gotta know, university life is meant to be experienced alone. It is a part of self development. People you know will know it is time to let you off so you get to learn by yourself. Try harder, all the time. Think of ways to solve a problem first without relying on the others. I know it's not easy especially when you have your oneesan here. Trust me, there will be a time when you will get better than me, although I don't really look forward to the day, as people will be laughing at my face.

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