Edited these some time ago and didn't bother to post cos I wasn't really satisfied with the colors. Then I learned that it is quite impossible to make everyone happy with things that I do -and I guess doing something is better than nothing (revisable statement)- so I am sending these to the internet world.
You can totally tell the style of editing is super different. I always get frustrated with my color choices after sometime, which is why the style kept changing.
And happy 23rd to myself; I basically stopped getting excited about my birthday, and the feeling has been replaced by anxiousness and a form of suppression of anticipation of what the others will do. I still hold on to the without-hope-there-is-no-disappointment idea. Fuck the happy loner in me.
I sadly cannot help you about your feelings, but that said your pictures - thanks to the foggy sky - deliver an unexpected sensation of peace and relaxation, and also a hint of emptiness...
ReplyDeleteThanks for reading all along. Really appreciate that!
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