bingo

I am starting to fear this irregularity in updating the blog, but I wouldn't like to force myself to type some horrible nonsense here.

Yesterday was homework day, and I finally went out to get some groceries. Today I was alone and a little lonely. I shared a table with a lady I don't know during lunch and got myself tea afterwards. They had a little bingo game where they offer some really attractive prizes so I played with the crowd. I didn't know the places well so I was simply following people I don't know around to complete the bingo sheet. I broke a glass mug this morning and was a little frustrated about it but well, money settled the problem so it shouldn't persist anymore. In the afternoon I submitted my homework and skipped the class I didn't like. In the library I stopped myself from being a scaredy-cat and signed up for the Language Exchange Program. I went to the event venue alone and met new people. I stepped out of my comfort zone and it feels good that I did. I was surprised how well-known my university is, and am feeling a little proud of it. I guess life is slowly pouring a little confidence into my empty soul. Thank you life.

I read of a suicide case on Facebook (am really hating how I am getting along with it now) and feel that modern mankind has become more fragile than it's ever been. People probably will be criticizing how cold-blooded and unsympathetic I am, and how it's not good to comment on the others without judging myself; but hell yeah I don't really care. Care less and do more, that's perhaps the most effective way of living. Why care so much when you can't change the other's minds? Change your own mind and the world will unfold into the form which suits you best. -I really had to thank this book for existing as it offers some of the best advice I've ever got. Glad to discover it before it became really popular and it's lying right next to me like a bible.